It's not logical.
It makes no sense whatsoever.
And really, ninety-nine percent of me is beyond ecstatic.
After so much prayer, and so much waiting, and so much hoping, David got a job.
I am going to miss him.
I am going to miss seeing the hours of time he has with Penelope. I am going to miss having him home when I come home from work. For a bit, it is going to be kinda tough to adjust in a lot of ways.
Grown up emotions are never simple or easy or straight forward.