I don't know if many would describe him as strong. But he is so strong. He is so patiently steadily strong.
This thanksgiving, I am thankful for him.
This thanksgiving is my second with my miracle Penelope. With only one fallopian tube and two lost babies, God gave me my miracle. She is funny. She is beautiful with her big blue eyes and her expressive face. She loves to read and observe the world around her. She is a quiet and loving baby who blesses us with her life.
I don't know what my life would have been like with my two lost little ones, but I know that I love being a mommy for Penelope.
This thanksgiving I am thankful for her.
This thanksgiving marks my third without my mom. I miss her. I miss her vibrancy. i miss her smile. I miss her passion. I miss seeing my dad's joy when they were together. But I have my family here. I have a peace that comes with working together, laughing together, cooking together. I love my siblings, my dad, and my family.
I don't know how my mom would be doing had she survived, but I know that she has survived through her mark on each of us.
This thanksgiving, I am thankful for family and legacy.
This thanksgiving, I thank God for all of his blessings. Those I see and those I do not. I thank Him for the ways he works daily in my life, and I pray that he would open my eyes to His providence and love for me.